the princess and the frog.

so i am just remembering how brilliant this movie is, and listening to the soundtrack makes me feel like crying sort of. i don't want to be an adult.

also recently i bought two of the most amazing movies ever created - Bambi and Summer Wars.

go watch both of them -they're so good. i still need to buy the princess and the frog.

my face

it looks really gross as of recently.

i feel gross

every day, all day.

home alone.

again. damn. i really need to make some friends or something... ugh. and also my fears i had over the summer are probably pretty much true : i will never get married. yeah i probably never will.

i'm in a weird in between mood, like one minute things will be fine and the next they'll be dumpy. i went to a foot ball game today but i don't have enough self confidence to go over and sit in the student section by myself. i need something. i need to make myself better. i need help.

DAMN.

nauseating

is it sad, that i haven't been happy in so long, that i'm a little nauseous about it? today was like being sick. it was everywhere at once. oh my god.

and i talked to him about being full with a sandwich and crackers. I'M SO FUCKING DUMB. i'm a writer dammit. jesus. i should be able to think of more interesting things to say to people.

new blog

something to read

i made a new blog, that is going to be mainly about books. i won't allow myself to complain as much unless i dislike a book.. but this is going to be my life blog, and that's going to be my book review blog. if you're interested in what i have to say, then check it out!

the first book i will be reviewing is Markus Zusak's The Book Thief 

they might be giants

i'm pretty pumped. i've been listening to these guys since like... 3rd grade. and i get to go see them. sunday. listen to how beastly they are.

oh another note, i got rejected from rotary, so my self esteem is gone for the night. 

plus my p.e. teacher finally figured out that i live next to him so now i have to make conversation whenever i see him. 

and also i got to talk to my favorite today. just a bit. it was awkward. i think i'll go cry a little now before my halloween party.