31.7.11

i will most definitely never get married

so yeah i kind of just came up with this in the past few moments. i've kind of always known this but right now it's bugging the crap out of me. it actually reminds me of this nice Ray William Johnson video i watch recently. lemme link you real quick.
okay youtube is being super retarded. i hate it at the moment. but if you go to his channel it's called girl's are weird.
so yeah.

okay so yeah i think it sums up my feelings quite nicely actually. but yeah i'm kind of freaking out about that in the moment. lets see ive had eighteen years of life and no romance life whatsoever sooooo. i think that it's pretty easy to say that i will never get married. and also i'm too worried about that to give a shit about my punctuation so you'll just have to bear with me. um bye for now i guess.




i'm going to explode. and possibly not get married.

hey there. so today i had SO MUCH FOOD omfg. i was going to explode. like literally i felt like my insides were doing some things that weren't supposed to be happening in there... and probably burst like a billion of my organs. more than likely. so that's what happened today. my indsides got all screwy. also i found russian nyan cat, and it's the most hilarious thing ever. it's got vodka and everything!

hmmmm now for the marriage thing. well. people in the background are talking about marriage and random like relationship crap that probably doesn't even exist. i'm actually really confused. i hear stuff about slendorman and other things. but it's making me super depressed because at this rate, i realized at the pace i'm going at that i'll probably never get married. ive never had a boyfriend or whatever. so now i'm wallowing in self-pity. and i'm sleep deprived. and i keep eating food and i shouldn't. tonight's kinda everywhere. THANKS man. well. i guess that's all for tonight.

i feel like i'll be hearing skype noises until 3 a.m and i'm already sleep deprived. so my next blog may be very angsty. sorry.

29.7.11

eheh

okay so well i got my first blog today thanks to some nice people. and well i guess i don't know what to say really. i just had some nice food for dinner. pizza and cookies. i'm probably gonna gain like a billion  pounds because of it though. YAY FOR CARBS. however i don't seem to be gaining any wait which is weird. but nice i suppose. but i've eaten so much food that its time for sleep now. hence.... well everything. it's always time for sleep. maybe some art first but idk. we'll see. this was seriously boring. sorry everyone.